Absent Of A Topic 003

 
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Let me paint the current setting I’m in as I write this...

First, it’s 9pm on the dot. I’m sitting on a Peter Pan bus back home from New York. I had a meeting today in the city. I’m tired as fuck. It’s a Saturday night and as soon as I get home I have to run over to the SOSICO shop and wrap a few things up and send out some emails. I’ll be back in NY again on Monday - bright and early. To conclude, I'm on Spotify and “Diplomatic Immunity” by Drake just dropped and it’s blasting in my $15 skull candy headphones right now and I feel like I’m "on one" at the moment. Let me live for a minute, ok...?

I’m all over the place in my head. That’s why I called this absent of a topic, except it isn’t absent of a topic.

Anyways, that’s the scenario I’m working with right now. I enjoy these solo missions to random places where I’m essentially by myself all day. I feel like I can take things in better, I view things differently and am able to analyze things more.

With that, my word of the day today is “integration”.

I’m VERY focused on progress lately, and from today - integration through learning. By the time you read this I’m sure everything I’m speaking in subliminal’s about will come into fruition more.

Hold on - I have to rewind the Drake track to the start again so I can finish this. Ok...

I’ve got a couple opportunities opening up at the moment and I’m running with ALL of them. Fuck it, right? Why not?

There’s other things I’d like to get to more - behind the scenes. Personal projects. Music. I want to paint more. Draw more. As soon as the weather breaks I want to try to skateboard for at-least an hour per day.

If I could make everything happen, I’d be 23 and borderline living the dream. No big deal, I’ve only been busting my ass for this since I was 17 years old sitting in my high-school graphic design class.

I’m all over the place in my head. That’s why I called this absent of a topic, except it isn’t absent of a topic. Each post has like 6+ topics that I lightly touch on. Honestly, “absent of a topic” just sounds cool so that’s probably why I named this that...

Do me a favor and comment on this thread something you’d like for me to cover next month. I’d like to facilitate a conversation a little bit more, as opposed to just driving a one sided conversation.

If you’ve made it this far, I want to rehash the fact that I’m using this blog series for the year to write a little bit more and share a more personal side of myself and my thoughts. It helps me and I’ve noticed it can help other people at the same time. I feel like I have some shit to talk about too, things I can share, advice, etc.

Do me a favor and comment on this thread something you’d like for me to cover next month. I’d like to facilitate a conversation a little bit more, as opposed to just driving a one sided conversation.

"Inshallah, I hope the mission keeps on gettin' clearer,
Whenever, wherever, 'SOSICO' will always be together like Shakira"

Peace + Happiness

- Zack

 
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